eMDLifeJournal

"We all get at least one good wish a year. Over the candles on our birthday. Some of us throw in more.. on eyelashes.. fountains.. lucky starts. And every now and then... One of those wishes comes true. So what then, is it as good as we hoped? Do we bask in the warm glow of our happiness? Or.. do we just notice we've got a long list of other wishes waiting to be wished? we dont wish for the easy stuff, we wish for big things. Things that are ambitious - out of reach. We wish because we need help and we're scared. And we know we maybe asking too much. Well, make a wish. What if I don't have anything to wish for? What if I have everything I could ever want? We still wish, though... Then wish that nothing changes. Because... sometimes, they come true."

1st off~ I've been sitting for my final semester exam for 3 weeks now~ And I have 2 more paper left before I end my 2nd year of study as Civil Engineering student at Universiti Teknologi Malaysia (UTM). I do my study all the free time I have while killing my time efficiently with DotA - Defence of the Ancient. It's a custom map of Warcraft III, and I think it's the best custom map ever made. Then I picked up this thoughts on the other day and I think I should be keeping it for my sake~ LOL

What would you be expecting once you woke up as early as 6:36 knowing that the sun yet to be risen?
Waking someone else to accompany you would probably the best we could hope for at this early hours of day. Well~ you know.. some people would probably still be enjoying drolling to their pillow. Yeah, especially at the weekend - no class, no work just assignment which you'd probably be finishing it at the very last extend of the submitting date. It's been a busy week for me since I have to sit for the student's greatest nightmare - the EXAMINATION. Kinda use to it anyway, you start the new semester and there's the examination - waiting at the end of semester. Aite, time to woke up from your 'honey moon'. I don't seem to remember when was the last time I spending my time on my table writing down something or pressing the button of my calculator. Well, the first paper will be started on 23rd of this month~ I seem to forgot whether it is April or May. Erm~ Yup it's definitely is April.
Well, what is it in the morning actually?? All I can do is sitting here and remember things~ and of coz I don't have anything to do beside lay in the bed and go back to sleep, then my waking up early would be meaningless. What the reason of woke up from your bed?? Then thousand of questions rise in my mind.
Bha~ The examination is around the corner and here I am, thing over nothing. At least at this very hour, I could spend my time to write up something in my blog. Yeah~ This is exactly what am doin' right friggin' now...
I seem to recall the last time I had this relationship with someone, I don't think if it is something or it's just me who don't seem to appreciate the relationship much. But I am the one left behind~ I just don't understand why would people take the word 'relationship' so easily, like trashing some old thing to the disposal. If you ask me why they left~ I highly doubt I would have answer for that. I value every relationships, regardless to the distance - time or expanse. Why wouldn't anyone hoping for the imperfectness anymore. Is there no one that isn't perfect anymore??

p/s at least I'm here killing the time as efficient as it could be wasted~

It's been a while since I last do the post in my blog~
Since the line I'm using at UTM not so stable, I get to DC most of the time while doing the posting.
I have thousand of words to share with everyone, thousand of thought I would like to rephrase here. Then, I do a lil of my homework - read some blog, see how they manage to steal some of the tired days for the sake of writing a page of post in a day.
I came across with this thought "wanita yang aku idamkan"

Kehormatanku adalah Hijabku,
Tanggungjawabku adalah Suamiku,
Amanahku adalah Zuriatku,
Sinarku adalah Rasulku,
dan,
Cintaku adalah Tuhan yang Satu...

Just a bed time story to share with~

When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.
When you were 13 years old, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14 years old, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15 years old, she came home from work looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16 years old, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17 years old, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18 years old, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19 years old, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus, carried your bags. You thanked her by saying goodbye outside the dorm so you wouldnt be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25 years old, she helped to pay for your wedding and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50 years old, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children. Then one day, she quietly died.

p/s So, Happy International Women's Day's to all the women around the globe

In life, only one thing is certain... apart from death and taxes... no matter how hard you try, no matter how good your intentions, you are going to make mistakes. You're going to hurt people. You're going to get hurt. And if you ever want to recover... There's really only one thing you can say. Forgive and forget. That's what they say. It's good advice, but it's not very practical. When someone hurts us... we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled... old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for is that one day we'll be lucky enough to forget.

If life's so hard already, why do we bring more trouble down on ourselves? What's up with the need to hit the self-destruct button? Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we're wired that way. Because without it, I don't know... maybe we just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying?
"Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer?"
"Because it feels so good when I stop."

Miss Russia, Kseniya Sukhinova, was crowned as Miss World 2008 on the 13th of December in Johannesburg, South Africa.
Miss India, Parvathy Omanakuttan, was crowned as 1st Princess with Miss Trinidad & Tobago, Gabrielle Walcott, crowned as 2nd Princess.The spectacular event, broadcast live from the Sandton Convention Centre, Johannesburg, to a global audience brings to a close the month-long hosting by the City of Johannesburg, The Johannesburg Tourism Company and all its partners of the 109 Miss World contestants.

Our congratulations to Miss World 2008 and her princesses. To Kseniya Sukhinova we extend our hearty congratulations on her achievement to be crowned as Miss World 2008. She deserves the crown and the accolades. We wish her a very successful reign as the most beautiful girl in the world. We also congratulate Miss India and Miss Trinidad and Tobago as deserving of their titles; their selection as the two princesses met with popular approval when announced at the spectacular event in Sandton.

We also thank all the contestants for brining so much charm, warmth and joy to our City during their stay. We enjoyed having them here and we hope that they have enjoyed our City of Johannesburg and its friendly people.
As they return to their countries and families, we take this opportunity in wishing them a very merry Christmas and Festive Season and a blessed New Year 2009.

Issued by The Johannesburg Tourism Company'
13 December 2008
www.joburgtourism.com